Seeking Normalcy

Ever since being home from the hospital I have tried to be involved in my family's normal routine.  I find comfort and healing in continuing on in our lives as much as I can.  There is something wonderful about not being able to do much but still be able to be a semi-active participant in the life of my family.

Sometimes that means just laying in bed while the family gathers around for family scripture study and prayer.  Or having to lay down half way through my son's 20 minute session of reading to me.  I used to have my daughter sit down while I did her hair now that is reversed.  I have to sit down while she stands in front of me.  I enjoy it anyhow.  Just still being a part of the family activities. 

Speaking of returning to normal routines I was able to go to church with my family today.  I wasn't sure I could manage it both pain wise and socially.  It turned out just fine.  I did take an extra half of a pain pill and placed an instant heat pack under my back brace.  I only attended the first meeting and was quite worn out and ready to go rest at home.  It was wonderful just being there and being happily  greeted by my church family.  I'm looking forward to slowly building up the ability to attend all my church meetings. 

My son was happy to have me sitting next to him at church.  He drew this awesome picture of us hugging.



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